lala black sheep
so i went to a basic ballet class . level one. a big huge step down for me. and i had the most bigest ( yes im going to say it, most bigest.) trouble with my technique. my placement was all off. i had no centre. my knuckles curl apparently. its news to me. and my hyper-extension well it was just reiterated to me that when they tell the class tighten your legs they mean for me to be over my toes and have slightly bent legs. and i have been dancing with locked knees for so long. hyperextension, tendonitis. just two of the ailments that makes my situation of dancing my heart out a bit more complicated.
today was a better day. yesterday sucked. and it started with math class. that stupid mini asessment threw me off and when i didnt get it and asked him to work it out he said well its just a matter of adding and subtracting. adding and subtracting what? where do you get the numbers from? why do i have to a word problem anuways. its not like things in life will be that twisted and complicated. i will be able to figure them out! duh thats why i go to school. i learn how to figure them out . with formulas. btw has anybody used any of their formulas from alg 1, 2 or geometry? anywho. after getting a response like that it makes me feel incompetent. and i have a sucky day. i go to history afterwards feeling just , pissy. cuz i did bad. and cuz i am a looser for not getting it. but anywhoness. mr. joyces humor makes me laugh so its hard for anybody to tell that i feel bad. and after history kim said i acted like i was trying to be cute. when really i was being all uncomfortable and pissy. when i get like that i fidget cuz i need to write. or sleep. or cry. or dance. or scream. or trear a hole in a piece of paper. so ya.... i guess thats all.. tonight im babysiting from 630- 9ish. tomorrow im babysitting from 645- 1130ish and sunday im babysitting from 1130-500 if thats $5 dollars an hour sombody do my math. they dont pay for half hours. and i think shes paying me in makeup too. not that i need it. i dont really wear any and if i do its simple. mascara, maybe eye liner, and shimmer on eyes and cheeks. sheer tinted glossy stuff... hardly ever use that tho, its usually burts bees wax chap stick. so she is selling makeup, the brand is called motives. its kinda expensive, but compareable to mac or bobby brown. actually its made by bobby brown. they do the thing like mary kay or avon where you have a one on one relationship with them. so this lady i babysit wants to be my makeup lady. their special thing they do is cuztom blend foundation. literally they blend it right on your face and mix it up right there in a little cup, your lady writes down the formula and you come back to her when you want more. they can add some pearlescence to it too. so ya if anybody want some GOOD quality makeup and doesnt mind spending some money let me know. or if you know of somebody let them know. tell adults too!!
i just realized my title was totally random when i wrote it down. but now i decided that it means im the odd ball in my math class.. baaaaaa
today was a better day. yesterday sucked. and it started with math class. that stupid mini asessment threw me off and when i didnt get it and asked him to work it out he said well its just a matter of adding and subtracting. adding and subtracting what? where do you get the numbers from? why do i have to a word problem anuways. its not like things in life will be that twisted and complicated. i will be able to figure them out! duh thats why i go to school. i learn how to figure them out . with formulas. btw has anybody used any of their formulas from alg 1, 2 or geometry? anywho. after getting a response like that it makes me feel incompetent. and i have a sucky day. i go to history afterwards feeling just , pissy. cuz i did bad. and cuz i am a looser for not getting it. but anywhoness. mr. joyces humor makes me laugh so its hard for anybody to tell that i feel bad. and after history kim said i acted like i was trying to be cute. when really i was being all uncomfortable and pissy. when i get like that i fidget cuz i need to write. or sleep. or cry. or dance. or scream. or trear a hole in a piece of paper. so ya.... i guess thats all.. tonight im babysiting from 630- 9ish. tomorrow im babysitting from 645- 1130ish and sunday im babysitting from 1130-500 if thats $5 dollars an hour sombody do my math. they dont pay for half hours. and i think shes paying me in makeup too. not that i need it. i dont really wear any and if i do its simple. mascara, maybe eye liner, and shimmer on eyes and cheeks. sheer tinted glossy stuff... hardly ever use that tho, its usually burts bees wax chap stick. so she is selling makeup, the brand is called motives. its kinda expensive, but compareable to mac or bobby brown. actually its made by bobby brown. they do the thing like mary kay or avon where you have a one on one relationship with them. so this lady i babysit wants to be my makeup lady. their special thing they do is cuztom blend foundation. literally they blend it right on your face and mix it up right there in a little cup, your lady writes down the formula and you come back to her when you want more. they can add some pearlescence to it too. so ya if anybody want some GOOD quality makeup and doesnt mind spending some money let me know. or if you know of somebody let them know. tell adults too!!
i just realized my title was totally random when i wrote it down. but now i decided that it means im the odd ball in my math class.. baaaaaa
posted by ~Warning I don't pRooF rEAd~ at 3:40 PM
3 Comments:
Wow. I know it must suck. Dancing for so long and then realizing your techinque is off. I'd be pissed too.
I'm sorry that had to happen.. =/
Paying in makeup? That is something new to me. =)
LoL. There is nothing wrong with being a little random sometimes.. look at me! <3..
-bonca.
uhh.. i can't read french. translate that thing!!
yes.. paying in makeup.. instead of cash i get lipgloss and foundation because she has the goods ... hehe i like being random too.. i learned it from the best of you.. ya the dance thing is frustrating, guess its another thing to work on...
lauren
Alg 1, 2 and Geom? Never get to statistics :) I took one semester of college things went good... my second semester of college I had Statistics and I never went back to college after that! :) Ok, well, stat isnt EXACTLY why I quit college after a year... but it didnt help. Literally in the third week it was mathematically impossible for me to pass the class. I quit going... why should I? :) Stat does have a place but only in very few scenarios.... which is probably the same as algebra and geometry. Unfortunately, my major (Psychology) used Stat VERY heavily... I still havent figured out the point of the 4 years of spanish I would have to take? Is there something wrong with school? I think so :)
BTW, I'm sorry but im not really interested in any makeup... if I change my ways tho, I'll let you know!
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