yay i saw paco

paco came over today. it was so great to see him. any doubts i thought i had or anything i thought was going wrong is now perfectly gone. lol that ryhmed. and i was so down and just cranky for a long time. for like a month. and even for a while when he was here. but then we went swimming and took a nap and it was so nice. and it just.. fell back into place. i remembered everything i thought i couldnt. and i love the feeling im right now. oh ..i see all the cheesy things on the tv and in love songs about love and i just say ooohh thats us. and i couldnt do that for a month and it was depressing. but its so good to be able to feel in love again cuz for a while it didnt feel like it. like we had drifted too far. *sigh* i love him.

"Everything works out in the end. If it hasn't worked out, it's not the end."
- Unknown